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2008-09-19T19:25:00.001-07:00

MOVED!
Please Relink People! :D

http://th-lastsong.blogspot.com/

2008-08-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

went popo house in the afternoon, and slacked a little. was napping when alexia called and told him all bout him. sighs. hope she's alright. that him also reminded me of him. ohwell. ;X

made our way to sentosa. had fun there, laughed quite alot too. im glad i did. (:

oh! mum and sis was funny! went dinner with them at this restaurant in sentosa, and after dinner, they both had stomach pain. boy, laughed hard with Kyle. :D

snapped a pic while they're in pain. hah! edited by kyleeee. (:

and hey, Kyle told me this couple from the other table keep looking at me. i noticed the girl keep staring, but i didnt know the guy too. -.- maybe they're jealous of us? LOL.

~~think too much.~~

Kyle was cute today. he told me he had this friend in thailand, who owns 2 Lambo, 2 Posh and more. im like, wow? and i found out that the girl's dad is incharge of blah-blah thailand's Real Estate. and that the girl's called Architect and her brother's called Engineer. :D

he cheered me upppp. (:

i wanna go to SingFest! grrrrrr.
missed OneRepublic, Maroon 5, Alicia Keys and Simple Plan. shucks. :X

2008-08-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

it wouldnt hurt so much, if only we hadnt been close before.
i can't express my feelings effectively now.

i had so much so much to say, i wanna complain straight in your face.

i know i can't.
i've been avoiding, and yet seeking.

Yvonne Tan, wake up will you?! stop being such a pathetic female. i demand you to stop having stupid thoughts, stupid desires.

man, shitty feeling.

2008-07-29T06:04:00.000-07:00

slacked in toilet with valencia & eunice during relief period. valencia was in her usual self, wetting her fringe and drying it with the hand dryer. :D while eunice and i listened to nicenice songs. angeline & bernice were in the toilet too, but left sometime later.

around 10mins later, this cleaner walked in and start washing her pail in the basin, creating a fuss and lots of noise. we were quite irritated. anyways, the cleaner had this really black face, and practically shouted at us, demanding why arent we in class.

valencia was quite pissed off, and replied her that that was a relief period. but somehow, she doesnt get it. spolit our mood. sheeeesh. :X

drama was boing today. had to stand in for Michelle for Recollections. quite a number didnt turn up today. Sebastian popped in though, and from his facial expression, we knew that he was kinda disappointed in us. i knew he had put high hopes on us. sorryyyy.

slacked home, kinda pissed off though.

if you wanna do all those stuff, dont let me know. come on, be a man. what's up with all those wrist-slicing. dont try to get sympathy from others lahors. you asked me to be mean, and so i am. you knew, and i emphasise, knew before and after, that i never actually fully let him go. so dont come telling me you can accept me in such a state. you can, i can't. please get it clear alrights. zz.

2008-07-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

hohoho. yeah. i promised that i'll upload this pic. NICE RIGHT?! and you'd better nod your head. :D

fever's on and off again. i'll be alright. lol. anyways, went for tuition today. and there're 2 new students. alexia and her friend was late. and the class had no more space, so they had to go get their own table and chair from another class.

anyways, everyone, and i mean EVERYONE could see i was with damn good terms with alexia, and SOMEHOW, her so-called friend put her table beside me and sat down, as if nothing happened.

alexia and i were like, what the hell? alexia's stuff were on my desk somemore. so we got very pissed off by that ERHEM. alexia was funny, she purposely said out loud, "Yvonne, pass me my things, im behind."

so throughout the lesson, we sms-ed. quite boring. and we started gossiping bout HER and DOR. hahahas. sorry, inside joke. :D

after tuition, decided to change psp memory stick with Ella. so she could kop some of my games and vice versa. i took out mine already and waited. and DAMN. that ERHEM took Ella's psp and played. i was totally.. -.-

so, very patiently, i waited for her to finish her game. and we exchanged memorysticks.

oh! and she goes off saying, "sian, i dont have psp lehs, this game so fun somemore." blahhhh, whatever. -.-

then met up with dad at parkway and we went for dinner. & i really think my family's crazy bout food. he ordered, XO yu pian mi fen, hokkienmee, chickenchop, deermeat friedrice and some side dishes. im like, omglarhs! :X

~~no wonder im gaining weight.~~

mum & sis coming back tonight. ohboy, im awaiting for their presents. :D & hey, anyone wanna jog with me? :D

come on, get a life.

man, i hate that feeling.

2008-07-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

Presenting to you, 'When Mum's Not Around' :D

yeah, what you see there is kuehchup, chickenrice, laksa, vege & hokkienmee. my maid went to fetch my younger sister from tuition at kovan, and i gave her 15 dollars to buy lunch for us.

and TA-DA! wow, she actually bought all these. ohmy, 15 dollars just gone like that. she also bought bubbletea and sugercane juice. gah. :X

today was quite slacky. woke up at around 12. had a shock, its been long since ive slept for so long. probably because my body needs a looooong rest from those fever and all. & also, from mspey's torturous pe lessons.

did maths homework, and got stuck at many many many places. -.- lucky alexia's there to help. called her and msned her a few times to get it.. erhem, semi-done. LOL. well, maths is just so not-my-thing.

taken in the library, and yes, thats my finger. :D alexia's having some relationship problems again. ayeeee, dont think about it lerhs girl. if he dont understand then forget it. go find some better ones. :D lol, kidding. he lost you, not you lost him alrights? cheerup!

oh! while having lunch, i remember my maid telling me this funny joke.

She : Yvonne! i tell you a story!
Me : Okay!
She : Got this buffalo walking back to the farm, on the way, he met an ant.
Me : Uh huh..
She : The ant stopped him and whispered something to him.
Me : Oh~
She : After that, the buffalo fainted.
Me : Why?
She : 'Cause the ant told him, she's pregnant and the father of the child is him.
Me : *spits out food*

LOL!

one stupid sms from him forced me to tears. i thought i didnt care anymore, i thought the matter is gonna rest. i didnt want to show any concern. but till now, i realised i can do nothing, but to be mean.

2008-07-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

A long anticipated singer i admire - DerrickHohWeiJian!

i waited so long for his album lurhs! almost 3 years already, and yet he is still soooo x64575679 cute alrights? ;D finally releasing and distributing on 7/3o.

right,

school was boring today. had maths test in the morning, and it was quite disappointing, i can't finish the last part of the question in time. ohwell, beatrice also can't. i always have those time-management problems. ;X

english, chem, boringggg. geog was the only entertainment. it was MrWoo's last lesson with us, and he already taught finish what-he-was-suppose-to-teach. so he let us watch KungfuPanda throughout his lesson. we all had a great laugh. then we took several group photos with MrWoo. Justin and YongQuan helped us to take. they were quite comical, squabbling within themselves about the light/angle. :D

& in the one of the small group photos, ChoonWee actually kissed MrWoo. LOL! MrWoo was like semi screaming, frantically rubbing his cheek with the back of his hand. the scene cute ehhhhs. :D

WE'LL MISS YOU, MRWOO.

slept during socialstudies theory, had to wake up to do classwork though. was quite chuatio-ed. cause siewyan poked me right in the stomach. LOL. awwww, i'll miss her after we changed our seats. ):

on the way home, had fun camwhoring with alexia darling. (:

~~but somehow, we didnt any nice shots. HAHS.~~

well, GREAT. i just found out my left thumbnail's chipping out. goddd.

misses. ):

2008-07-23T01:44:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN! hahas, made everything so colourful all of a sudden. ;D

was down with fever and cramps today, so i skipped school. anyways, was bombarded with sms-es asking whether im alright and why im not in school today. LOL.

tomorrow is the coordinate geometry test. omg, i dontknow how am i gonna survive it. been slacking alot, handing in late work and stuff. conclusion, i dont understand the chap at all. -.-

alexia smsed and told me msLim changed our seating arrangement, again. LOL. this is like the 4th time i suppose. and i wasnt in school today to see the commotion, darn. ;D

i can't do it when he's always there.

2008-07-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

today was quite moodless. high and low. met alexia for tuition, we chatted alot. and mrSim was abit pekcek with us. hahahas, he was like commenting girls are more talkative than guys and stuff like that. LOL. -.-

alexia,
aiyooo girl arhs. dont think so much lerhs. if it belongs to you, then it will be your no matter what. dont feel dejected alrights? im 80percent confirm its true. :X

donovan,
wheeeee, thanks for listening! (:

omg, and i think i start liking mavis. hahahas! so unusual for me to say that uhs. maybe its because of that $300. wow, money rules. -.- and im gonna have another tuition. cause donovan asked me to pei him go mavis to buck up his emaths. ayeeee, (:

geog test tmr. i didnt study at all. dont expect much from it. ooooops. :X

2008-07-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

nick's going in already.
nick's going in already.
nick's going in already.

boy, i dontknow how im gonna survive this 2years without him. its not love, its hatred.

i seriously hate the way he doesnt want to show out his emotions.
i seriously hate the way he used to show concern to his parents.
i seriously hate the way he doesnt do anything to stop all these.
i seriously hate the way he just blindly accept this decision.
i seriously hate, i seriously hate everything.

buddy, i'll wait for 2years. 070711.
i hope to see a brand new you.

mum finally cooked! lol. i missed her cooking! and aw, all her food's delicious. (:

2008-07-03T03:17:00.000-07:00

just wanna say.
i tried my best. and i tried to help.
1year and still counting.
let it all be memories then.

im a strong girl. i really am.
and thanks eunice and beatrice.

eunice,
thanks for all those encouraging words.
but i know it all arent true.
you dont have to say im important to them.
im just insignificant.
however, thanks for everything.
i know you have your own problems too.
we'll walk out of it together alrights? tkcares! (:

beatrice,
thanks for accompanying me to cry in the toilet.
though its just so random and sudden.
i still can't believe it till now, this very moment.
what's passed past.
im still Yvonne, and i wont change. (:

daryn.
thanks thanks and still thanks.
dont do silly things! :D

i did promise myself,

that will the last thing im gonna do for you.

& i really hate all those false hope you're providing.

2008-06-30T03:03:00.000-07:00

ilovehertruckloads.

and i can't bear to see you getting so upset over this matter.

cheerup baby!

i miss those times where we drama! together.

and those times you cheered me up with your retardedness.

and and those times where your laughter made me wanna ROFL.

i hope you'll go back to your old self again.

damn it, i dontknow.

sighs. was grounded, and im not complaining. its all my fault anyways. however, mum was super nice. she brought me to newyorknewyork to have lunch!

to think she got so angry and disppointed at me when i lied to her. and being treated like that, made me feel even more guilty. i'll try to change. really. :X

she had chicken chop while i had steak. and wow! i havent eaten steak for such along time. lolx. i think i'll take this grounded time to save up bahs. moneyyyy! :D

and Aoquan actually fulfiled his promise! squeals*

he updated his wretch like finally! hahahahs!

butterfiles & bubbles.

i really gotta start thinking hard.

2008-06-24T08:22:00.000-07:00

school-ed in the morning.
lessons were super boring as usual.
mrGoh's mouth never stopped suaning people. :X

around 9am like that,
received sms from zhiyu,
she told me ask xhei check his phone,
cause sandy's in teh sick bay and want him to go over.
however, that time is history lesson.
really cannot get out of class. ):

during chinese period, xhei called me go over.
i went over after handing up my worksheet.
then tcher never say anything. heeeeh.
xhei told me got this guy from 2f banged hongkiat.
then still ask hongkiat to fuck off and pushed him. :X

then i went for malay lesson.
beatrice and i forgot about our malay textbook.
so we had a boring lesson, and i messaged shijun all the way.

then afetr malay, had dramaaaa.
missed like 3/4 of it, but had fun acting that 'haunted house'. (:
and i hope our film's gonna be a success!
jiayou guys! :D

once drama end,
spoke to msLim alittle, bout drama and homework stuff,
then met sandy, zhiyu, hongkiat and friends at side gate.
and we went look for xhei at playground there.
went to eat dinner at BK.

hongkiat and sandy left, then i pei-ed xhei go hougang cut hair.
on the bus, chatted alot.
and i realised alot. thanks! (:

cut liao, then bused home.
while xhei stayed with some hougang lokuans.

rushed maths proj, though i did almost nth.
sorry girls, my log is really terrible. ):
and did some homework! really. looooools.

zzz.

2008-06-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

right after sch, walked with xhei, hongkiat and desmond to sidegate.
met hazel and friend at stairway there, then we all went sidegate look for jielun.
sandy came later. (:

then slacked at playground awhile
and went to xhei's house with sandy and jielun.
had this freakinggggg headache in xhei's house.
and damn, his mum's fierce. :X

then bused down to pasir ris and walked to ehub.
went to kbox, and darn alot of things happened in there.
my long term coldfight with haojie ended up making jielun upset.
and he was damn angry. ):
really regretted showing that message to him.
and i didnt lie! i didnt, i didnt, i didnt! i really didnt!
my number is only a number different from his.
i swear. ):

then cabbed back to kovan and home.

thought alot actually. i feel like a bitch.
maybe its all just me. :X

sandy ; xhei
sorry for spoiling the day. didnt mean to. ):

i want an answer,

but you've never given me one.

2008-06-21T23:14:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging. hurhhh.
this morning got waken up by my sister, practically i didn't hear my alarm, and she had to climb out of bed and smack me with the bolster of hers. come to think of it, the scene was quite funny. heeeeeh.

then went tuition with angeline. and learnt some crap topic. zzz.
but it was okayyyyy, cause the teacher was humorous. :D
after that went home lorh.

tried to do some homework. but i guess the computer's too tempting. heeh. :X
then surfed abit and continued watching dramas. yawns

then xiaohei called and asked for haojie's number.
and i didnt give. ):
guess i havent let go completely.

then now its back to blogging and dramas. yawns.

smoke and drink ;
i hope there's more to life. :X

2008-06-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

17/6
MathsProj.@ Alexia's.

we had fun cooking maggi and killing ants at the same time. seriously, there is sooooo many ants. and its all freaking us out. :D alexia got so freaked out that she practically just poured gallons of water onto the kitchen floor. haha!

then after satisfying our stomaches, we continued doing the proj. in the end, it turned out that yingying and peisi got so hooked up looking at poly courses. ._.

i was damn bored and emo at the same time. then it became story telling and pissing them off with my retarded actions. :D

20/6
Yesterday

called alexia late at night, thought she would be asleep, but it turned out not. :D we had a long talk for about 1hr. and i used my handphone to call. GREAT! my bill. anyways, disturbed her with all my questions, and story telling once again.

she kind of ignored me sometimes, while teaching her sister how to maple. ._. but its okay. at least i got a listening ear. heeeeh.

ALEXIA ;
thanks for listening! i know you abit chua tio-ed uh. but i'll always be here derh. really. i wont do anything foolish alrights? thats my promise. (:

21/6
Today!

mugging/homework day.

& not forgetting to camwhore alittle. (:

2008-06-18T21:31:00.000-07:00

there's too many things that happened recently.
i didntknow what to do, i didntknow how to react.

last night's quarrel,
i decided to let it all go.

2008-06-10T06:39:00.000-07:00

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear
I'd tell you this

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

No no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go

Can't let go, yeah
Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, oh
I'm inconsolable, woah yeah
I'm inconsolable, yeah

maybe its your insensitivity that leads to all these happenings.
i dontwanna continue venturing out anymore.
its all not worth, wont you say that too?

huh. i knew it.

had a heart to heart conversation with renfred today.
although we're like so far, we can be so near sometimes. (:

Renfred,
here's your big thankyou!
hahas, thanks for everything today. i really treasure the times we solve each other's problems.
you made me realised how stupid i've been.
thankyou for being my listening ear.
thankyou for standing up for me.
thankyou for cheering me up when things are not as bad as i think.

& we'll go for that movieeeee! hohoho. i'll remember that. :X

something happy to look out for though,
LOLLIPOP IS COMING IN 2 MORE DAYS! :D:D
forumers, let's HIGH!

2008-06-07T02:28:00.000-07:00

Japan's funnnn! :D
& seriously, the weather there is damn cool.
i swear i didnt shed a single sweat there before, really.

the people in the tour are wierd. only the couples were normal. oooops. :X
and the tourguide's naggy. hahas.
everyday's morning call is 6am. singapore time = 5am! hell with it.
but we still managed uh.

DisneySea's coooool and cause it was typhoon day, there was no queue! :D
yeah, it was utter cool.
however, i was a little disappointed that i could not really find any idol stuff there.
maybe cause we didnt really visit any departmental centres. :X

the toilet's there are so high class!
some have auto flushing sound when you sit on the bowl,
to cover up any sounds you make while doing your business. LOL.
and there were some that can help you wash your butt, and warm up the toilet bowl's seat.

outside the supermarket,
there are these cold lockers provided, so that you can put all your veges and items there to cool and come and pick them up later after you have finished shopping.
cool uh?
i wonder why singapore doesnt have such.

however, eating too much traditional japanese food can make me puke.
i still like singapore's. :X

and because of the different weather,
ive got the pimps! arghhhh. great.

photos are in wretch!
www.wretch.cc/album/vontyj

2008-05-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

i dontknow what your freaking problem is.
saying that im stubborn when you're the one siding along with her.
you let her get it in her own way, and turn around and say i refuse to let go.
yeah right, so thats how you describe me as stubborn.

tell you what, i dontcare bout it anymore.
you aren't being fair, all along. i should have known.
and i dontwant to go on with those stupid quarrels over it.
it will just make me feel that im nothing compared to her.
since you have made your decision, i'll just go along with you.

those quarrels we had since half a year ago ;
those tears ive shed over this matter ;
those i-should-be-the-one-letting-go ;

i had enough, really.

you're one bias person, i'll remember that.
no more hurt im gonna receive from you, freak.
& after this, i dontwant your fake, pathetic sympathy. no. its all just too fake.

im just clinging on tight to what i want.
i may be stubborn, but you're selfish.
sheeesh.

2008-05-18T20:43:00.000-07:00

gonna have one longggggg post today.
be prepared! (:

11thMay'08
it was mother's day! like i've said in my previous post, we bought carnations for mum.

so here's the long awaited photos.

and while my mum's zilian-ing with her handphone,
im zilian-ing as well. heh, got mother got daughter right? :D

then at night went vivo to eat motherday dinner.
we had lobster!

and after dinner, went shopshop a little.
and saw this super cuteeee DOMOKUN cushion! :D
and can't resist the temptation to have a quick shot of it while the shopowner's busy. :D

and thats the end of 11/5.

13thMay'08
end of exams! slacked awhile at compass then bus-ed home.
just as i stepped home, jie ask me go change go out with eric.
at first i dontwant. then change lorh.

followed jie and eric to Lim Tua Tao there modify car.
then met mum for dinner at orchard.
was shopping at taka before going to dinner.
& zilian-ing in the process.

ohohoh. did i mention how i got that drink up there? :D
i was getting the hiccups.
& this is the story.

me : 妈，我要买水喝.
mum : 买什么？那里有fruit juice卖。

*walks over*

me : 有iceblended的！
(my mum seldom lets me drink cold stuff.)
mum : 买! then我不用帮你拿jacket了！

._.lll

then we went for dinner at Chatterbox.

14thMay'08

was marking day, so went for a mini class outing.

went to top one and had 7hrs of ktv. :D had so much fun there. in the end, the person still calculate less money.

each one was suppose to pay $16, with lunch, $19.

i didnt had lunch, and i paid only $13, while the rest paid $16. hahahahs!

then we left and waited for the lift,

i was standing super close to the door, while ber was tidying her hair with a mirror by the side.

we never expected when the lift opened, it was super packed with people, and the 3e guys were facing us, right at the outside.

i was the 1st one to realised and i gave a yelp of surprise, and scrambled to the back.

the others did so too. :D

the scene was quite funny.

then went over to bugis street and shopped.

snapped angeline trying out shades.

then darren, jolene and i was sent home by angeline's mum. thanks!

17May'o8

went to esplanade with forumers.

though it was super hot at that underground place,it was quite fun hanging around,

and watching people doing breaking there, as well as many types of bicycle tricks. an angmoh also came over and asked us if he can take a group photo of us. LOL!

then slack slack and ate dinner.

mrt-ed home and camwhored with apple, bunny and kassy. :D

photoooos!

with apple. :D

with kassy. :D

with bunny. :D

Today

i went and cut my hair.

and im regretting it now.

my fringe is so damn short! GAH.

im gonna get it rebonded man. sheeeeeeeeesh.

2008-05-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's mothers' day. despite those unpleasant memories and events i'd ever experience with her, i found that i cannot really stand being angry with her. afterall, she has takencare of me for such a long time.

yesterday, my sister and i went jogging. we jogged like 6 rounds around the stadium. then, went to kovan and bought flowers for mum. total was 70 plus plus. inclusive of delivery charge, which was already 25bucks on mothers' day. anyways, thats 12 stalks of carnation. (:

nothing much happened today. went to popo's house to celebrate mothers' day with her.

and as usual, aoquan made my day. also, Jin and Koyama too. AWWW. <33

2008-05-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

i know i can't change anything.

i just hope there's something to look out for after 13/5.

give me a dash of hope, please.

alexia,

thanks for everything today.

thanks for being there for me.

ily!

2008-05-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

mugging, i need motivation!

托利亞! (:

2008-04-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

today's amaths paper was a mess.
i didnt know what to do, neither did i have enough time to complete it.

assembly was a bore, and i stepped on jenny's foot accidentally.
boy, got scolded by yingying. LOL!

& im still passing cyberactive everyday!
that cute salesperson on lookout! (:

i hope this isnt the last, neither am i hoping that this's the beginning.
let's work together, i know there's a solution to all these.

2008-04-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

17th April

eldds had its graduation party today, and i must say,
everyone was really emotional at that time.
many cried, even those who i didnt expect to.
and yeah, i was sobbing, but keeping it as lowprofiled as possible.
when the seniors are giving their speeches,
i can really see that they really meant it, nothing at that point was being drama.
and then our video and vincent's video were shown.
we had the 'great minds think alike!' part in it. xD
12april'08 is always remembered,
the sec4's last and best performance,
and it also marked the sec3's whole new beginning of their leading life in eldds.
we will lead well, and bring pride to our seniors,
and thats a promise.

20thApril

went changi airport today,
ate mac and slacked around with forum friends.
we also celebrated apple's birthday at the viewing mall there.
made boards for bangbangtang too. (:
mogui also distributed our lollipop cap to us.
some were in a disastrous state i must say!

i did the malay trail in airport too.
was quite horrible. -.-
then went eat teppanyaki with parents at T3. (:

2008-04-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

DRAMA.
12/4 was the public performance @ Singapore Conference Hall.
it was somehow my first public performance,
as i did Lighting and Sound for SYF.
anyways, something else made this memorable.
this was the last time our sec4 seniors are performing with us.

the holding room was full of emotions.
we shared it with 5 other ccas.
and everyone was crying, hugging, cheering, playing around.
ELDDS, we were great,
although i made some mistakes due to stagefright,
everyone comforted me when in backstage,
when tears just poured out of my eyes immediately.

and i have to thank so many people that day.
firstly, i have to thank our ELDDS seniors.
yikai, vincent, sebastian, liting, sheryl, ningwei, geraldine.
i remember when we first came innocent and dont-know-what-to-do.
we were all dependant on the seniors.

and what we are now are what the seniors nutured out in us.
thanks for everything, really. (:

secondly, i have to thanks our instructors, Samantha and Claude.
for their time to come that day to help make our havoc hairstyles.
and thanks for those encouraging words during the debrieve. <33

thirdly, to all EL members!
without you guys, the show's never complete,
you were all great, no matter what happened during that day.
we will work hard!
not only for our seniors, our juniors or our instructors,
most importantly, for ourselves,

keep the faith in you EL members,
lets work hard for the next SYF,
and all those difficulties infront of us in the coming years.

ILOVEDRAMA. ;D

2008-04-08T23:01:00.000-07:00

started to try playing 不能說的秘密 by 杰倫,
and i realised it is a superrr hard piece to master.

GAHHHHHH, disappointed in myself. ):

2008-04-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

been honk-ed by this bus driver when i went home.
i was reading and didnt notice the bus came,
so i saw many people walking over, and i realised the bus came.
so i walked up from my seat and fiddled around with my bag to find my wallet.

and that IMPATIENT bus driver just had to honk THREE DAMN TIMES at me.
i looked up surprised and he mouthed, "kuai dian" to me. -.-

whats with SBS nowadays i wonder.

another one.
while waiting for my dad to pick me up at kovan yesterday,
i was waiting for him at the kovan pick out point, BESIDE the taxi stand.
and i stood so far away from the taxi stand.

and out of boredom, i was noticing the cars that passed by me,
and i spotted a Lambo.
my eyes follwed the car, and i wasnt noticing the oncoming traffic.

then another honk. GREAT.
another dumbdumb taxi driver honked me and drove off.
DAMN, its the PICK UP POINT.

just my luck. sheeeeeesh.

was browsing through my folders and i spotted some really cute AOQUAN pics.
GAHHHH, no wonder im so in love with him. awwwww. <333

Dont blink! ;D

shuai laaaa. ><

2008-03-26T03:23:00.000-07:00

21st Mar ;
it was GOODFRIDAY!~
i really cannot explain much here, but it had been a super meaningful day for me. and i so touched that i was sobbing twice.
yeah, no lies. (:
i'll remember our banmian outing. (:

and thanks to sandypooo, who gave me an egggg for easter. ;D

22nd Mar ;
woke up at around 8 and prepared for my two day one night stay at pulau ubin.
it was quite fun at pulau ubin, though i didnt quite like the cleaniness there.
we kayaked, rode bikes, visited Chek Jawa and rented the mahjong table.

it rained suddenly after our bike ride,
which made us stay in the chalet for the whole afternoon.
but it wasn't boring.
my sister and i realised how long we hadn't been watching channel 8,
and watched some old repeated dramas there, and on channel U as well.

i really like those old chinese drama,
where people just fly here and there and fight their enemies.
hurhurh! (:

and at night,
we celebrated my daddy's birthday!
and he used his qigong to 'blew' the candle out. -.-"
let me tell you guys something.
SECRET RECIPE'S MANGO CAKE IS NICEEEEE. (:

23rd Mar ;
was still in pulau ubin.
and we went to book a van to take us to Chek Jawa for nature sightseeing. LOL!
and in there, we saw many mudskippers, and some were really bigger than normal.
Chek Jawa was exceptionally big, and we walked the trail.
it took us like the whole morning to finish it,
and we were all dogtired, sweating like maddd.

so we headed out and drank from a coconut stall.
the coconut's superrrr big.
twice as big as my face.
and it weigh a ton! :O

finally, went for a super heavy lunch and went back to chalet.
then kayaked with my sisters and mummy.
my sister got scared by a superrrr big fish that jumped out of the water at her.
she immediately went on shore. hahaha!

hands got tired from rowing, then went back, packpack stuff and bathe,
then left pulau ubin by boat.
it was quite disappointing though,
we didnt get to play finish all the stuff there. ):

24th Mar ;
i could only say, it was full of maths.
and i hate maths.

25th Mar ;
drama was on, and i was quite sianned, but also happy.
i didnt like the nicole instructor.
and i prefer samantha's blocking.
so ive edited my part in the play,
and it turns out better, ohyeah! (:

after drama,
went to KFC and ate dinner with sandypoooo.
i love her so much laaaa.
we had a heart to heart talk about stuff, and i was feeling so relieved after that talk.
i really cherish that day where she brought me to that place. (:
although i do not know what will happen in the future,
i know that He will be on my side, and i have faith in Him. (:

then got a call from mummy,
and met her at kovan's ntuc.
she mass-shopped while waiting for me, and it all costed about 130 bucks. -.-"

Todayyy ;
nothing much happened today.
ms lim retained some of us that didnt hand in our homework,
but in the end let us leave at around 3.

performing arts, excluding drama, had to stay back for fulldress rehearsal.
and im not involved, phew.
so went to compass with eunice, peiwen and sasa.
they were all really cute,
and we had a good time in BK laughing about unglam pics and "chiobei". LOL!

then its homeee. (:

2008-03-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

was tortured during PE today.
2 sets of 15 push ups made my limbs go numb.
until now, they're still aching. ):

class was boringgg today.
had 4 straight periods of humanities and i almost fell asleep.
if ms lim hadnt changed my seating to the 2nd row,
i would probably just napped on my table.

after school had some extra maths tutoring sessions,
then left for drama.
was quite siannnned, and played with my handphone most of the time.
i didnt have to act for the whole thingy.
samantha was just focusing on scenes 1-3. =/

after school went eat burgerking with sandy and zhiyu.
sandy and i was having alot of same ideas,
and we were "WOO!"ing all the way, hehs.
compare our burgers. ><

mine's on the left.
yeah i know, im greedy, ><

then went to cold storage to shop for easter eggs.
but we're under budget, so we didnt buy anything.
but i got a magazine ACCIDENTALLY.
yeah, im serious, its really by accident. ><

zhiyu and sandy was like sha yan-ed! hehs.

going to watch a drama at expo tomorrow!
qi dai laaa. (:

2008-03-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

suddenly, i totally dont understand why he did that.
yeah, im speechless and full of whys.
and i pity the girl. really.

this week's been busy.
filled with appointments and outings.

on monday, went back to school for history remedial,
in the end, there wasnt any remedial.
so almost half the class slacked in class for that 1hr.
afterwards, we went to plaza sing for L movieee.
and it was such a nice movieeee laaa.

alexia, peisi and me cried like a tap.
yeah, a running tap. =/
WATCH IT. (:

thenthen, rushed off once again to find my dear bbt forumers.
went to top one ktv, at bugis
and K-ed all bangbangtang songs.
high bao le! (:
its a pity i had to leave early.
i love you all, forumers! ><

then rushed off once more to find my family at marina area.
sat on SINGAPORE FLYER!

omgggg. damn high and i got the frights. -.-"
after the ride,
went to popeyes to eat dinner, (:

and yeah, thats my monday guys. phew. =/

tuesday was no better,
went back to school for remedials again.
english and maths. GOD.
then slacked at CP for sometime before heading home.

evening that time,
went with my family girls to watch disney on ice. LOL. (:
surprising quite enjoyable. ><"

wednesday,
went for backbone checkup. ><"
nothing much, then went home and chiong-ed dramas. (:

todayyy.
nth nth much.
tried to do some homework.
and yeah, ive succeeded cause the forum's under maintainence today. ><"

and and,

I LOVE HIM! <3333

2008-03-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

27thFeb.

yups,
me and beatrice was suddenly so high,
as the exams are finally over,
that she treated me to SAKAESUSHI! ;D
thanks girl! love ya'! (:

we went for the high tea buffet,
and forced oursleves to eat at least 14 plates.
14 plates doesnt sound alot.
but imagine there's still 2 free bowls of udon,
plus dessert and fruits.
so we went out super bloated. -.-

28thFeb
went out with apple, quinne and wenqi to coolzone.
my first time seeing quinne, (:
almost all the time,
apple was quarrelling with her. LOL!

then we went to plaza sing. to eat LJS.
so long since i ate it. ;D

enjoyed the journey. (:

29thFeb
the leap year! ;D
and i spent it with vivian and alexia!
after school, we went to eat ban mian at punggol plaza.
and i tried the tomyam flavour derhs.
okay larhs, quite sour. (:
then we bought bubble tea and went in our separate ways.

1stMar

yups, today!
went to watch kungfu dunk at plaza sing for the second time.
the girls all havent watch it,
so pei them go lorhs. (:
choonwee, denise, and friend came later to watch the show.
they missed like the first half part.

then after the movie, choonwee & denise went home to get his baby.
then came to meet us at arcade with hongkiat & jiajia.
then talk talk talk, then went separate ways too.
choon wee de baby so damn ke ai larhs! ;D

and we had many fun on the mrt. ;DD

2008-01-28T04:39:00.000-08:00

26th jan
went out with forumers!
yupp. the trip was mainly to collect the bbt lyric book from coolzone,
but it turned out that the lyric books can only be collected after CNY.
so all of us ordered the taiwan 限量版 of bbt album.
the offer's quite worth it. (:
even adelene the money saver finally preordered something at coolzone.
see how tempted all of us were? ;D

then we went to eat lunch at pepper lunch.
and adelene, liting and casslyn went off to buy something.
it turned out to be that they went off to buy charmaine a birthday cake!
LOL! a doreamon cake from polar that couldnt be cut properly with a normal knife.
but we had lots of laughter seeing charmaine having difficulty cutting up the cake. (:

then, we went to take some grp pictures again. (:

more pictures will be posted up soon. (:

and also, not forgetting 棒棒堂小巨蛋演唱会 on 26th night!

my aoquan was being so damn cute alrights?
the speech he gave to xiaojie.

敖犬 : 小傑你算是我生命中突然殺出的程咬金 (小傑還笑著的)
在學校遇見你跟你一起練舞你加入了黑角你找我去模範棒棒堂
真是謝謝你的突然才讓我生命有了轉變
希望可以跟你 (全場尖叫小傑的眼睛轉來轉去已經想哭吧)
希望可以跟你一起奮鬥到老因為我們有無人能及的好默契
(全場尖叫鏡頭一直影著他倆啊)

my aoquan baby is so cute alrights? ;D
he so sincere too.

aoquan message at woo:
HI
各位
我來了
我看了很多你們對我說的話
很感動
真的
你們說的我都明白
只是有些東西我就是會很在意
至於為什麼我會這樣我可以說給大家聽

這次表演麥可
因為版權問題不能用麥可原版的聲音
所以整首歌重做
我進錄音室唱了高八度的麥可跟低八度麥可
所有的音效都會跟舞蹈動作融為一體
音樂做完我整個很滿意
以為一切都會在我掌握當中
但萬萬沒想到(萬萬!!咦??哈哈哈)
因為超帥氣的彈跳出場
讓我褲子的鈕釦在空中也跟著噴走了
落地我就開始傻眼了
那時候的心情我只能用"煎熬"兩個字形容
因為我知道我的褲子要掉了但表演才剛開始
短短兩分半鐘我滿腦子一直在想到底要用哪個動作把它救回來
但真的很難而且台上就我一個人
我真的一度想把褲子脫掉剩下四角褲然後盡情的跳
但我想現場應該會爆炸而且光想到隔天報紙一定又會圈圈擦擦的
結果就算了放棄這個念頭
一路受褲子牽制扭扭捏捏的跳完
很多點根本沒辦法放開作
我在台上清楚的感受到所有觀眾替我捏一把冷汗的感覺
但我卻又要裝做沒事硬擠出笑容繼續跳
那種笑容比擠乳溝還難擠
舞台上掉褲子真的比被老師抓到作弊還要丟臉難受
你們可能沒發現但我其實是這樣

原本最有把握的東西變成這樣
就像你考試考歷史明明有背到答案是乾隆結果你答案寫成龍哈哈哈哈被扣分
我不知道是不是大家都會有跟我一樣的心情
我只知道這應該是老天爺跟我開的一個玩笑吧
還蠻好笑的哈哈哈哈哈
好啦沒事了
我只是純粹上來發洩一下跟你們分享
會跟你們說對不起是因為之前我還跟大家說我準備好了
還說這次不是麥可是麥可敖犬
原來麥可敖犬就是要露內褲
真的好蠢耶我哈哈哈

最後我只想跟你們說
謝謝你們安慰我
我不會自責了
你們都很懂事
有機會我再跳原版的給大家看吧

也謝謝大家來看我們演唱會
我都有看到哈哈哈
其他五笨蛋也都很開心
放心吧
你們很棒
其他該謝的演唱會我應該都謝到了就不多說

喔對了
誰在唸我那麼晚不睡覺的就跟那五個一樣笨哈哈哈

我要睡了
睡醒就好了不要擔心
因為再也沒有什麼會嚇到我

掰...........................................麥可春光外洩敖犬留

well, i was so gan dong after reading this.
yeah. before this, he was still worried about the concert that he said he 对不起大家.
that time, i was like. OMG! WAHT HAPPENED TO HIM?!
but now, gan dong ah! (:
他不愧是个好团长！;D

and here are some sneak shots of the concert!

look at my aoquan's red red eyes.
he cried. AWWWWWWW! ):

baby arhs, remember to eat more alrights?
i cannot stand you getting thinner and thinner.
already over skinny!
and get more rest alrights?
these days 辛苦了！
loveeeee ya. (:

2008-01-25T00:57:00.000-08:00

right, its been long since ive last blogged. ><
lets recall. (:

11th jan
my BIRTHDAY~ lolx.
My cousin, my sis and i went to Marina's Swensens for my free icecream!
you see, on your birthday, there will be free icecream served if you purchase anything else there. ;D

TA-DA!

and then, we went to meet my family at Amara Hotel's Korean Restaurant for dinner!
the korean food there really nice. tsk!
really getting fat if this goes on.
i cant believe i still could eat after that icecream! =/

my family plus cousin group photo~

13th jan

went to watch LE GRAND CHEF at VIVO GOLD CLASS.
woooooots.
its really nice laaaaa.
refering to both the movie and the food they served. ;D
and right, it was really high class.
the whole cinema only has about 18 seats.
2 by 2 paired up. and my sis sat with me, mama sat with papa. ;D

&& ;
the movie was really touching. yupppp.
i cried like.. 3 times? LOL~
but it was really nice laaaa.
better than da chang jin alrights? although both talks about foood.

&&& ;
they served us with korean food.
as the movie's korean and talks bout food. yup.
hahahs. the serving was alot. i was damn bloated. ;D
(i told you im really going to get reallllllly fat if this goes on)

this is the starter meal.

i couldnt take the actual meal and the last dessert meal cause the cinema's too dark. ):

18th jan
our chinese teacher chong really crazy!
it was just after recess and the guys went to change out of their PE attire at the washroom.
(it was one of the sch rules tt you cant wear your PE attire after recess)
and they came back A LITTLE late for chinese lesson.
and you know what?
the kuku chong asked them to stay out of the classroom. -_____-

he was not soooo fierce when he teached us in sec2.
well, classmates say that he got PMS. LOL!!

then after school, i went to look for my junior sandy.
and we went to Marina's Chapter 2 and rebonded our hair~
finally. ive been waiting for this day to come.
my hair is finally saved! ;D

and during the 3hr plus duration of rebonding,
i had a little fun taking unglam pictures of sandy.
wahahahs.

and i want to bao liao!
sandy has eyes for this RED-HAIRED HAIRSTYLIST. ;DDDDD
it is a pity i dont have a picture of him.
im not a stalker. ;D

anyways, was flipping through the fashion/hair mags while waiting for my hair to be done.
and i saw this!

MY BELOVED BANGBANGTANG WAS IN IT!
IT MADE MY DAY. ;DDDD

our end product. (:

2008-01-05T18:16:00.000-08:00

30th Dec
we had bbq at home again! well, im really gonna be fat. zzzz.

31st Dec

well, i was out with the girls to make our ringggg! hehe.
then we went to arcade a little.
and tiffy was like complaining why the arcade doesnt have a bishy-bashy machine. LOL.

1st Jan 2008
ohmy, its already a start of a new year,
and im super glad to celebrate it with my beloved bbt forum friends.
we went for a meeting for collection of bbt posters from coolzone!

i was being so high while talking to them, fancy seeing so many people having the same liking (:
and adelene was the most high-ed person. lolx.

ok, with much love to all of them! ;DD

4th Jan
i must say today's a horrible day at school!
and to think its only the second day of school.
ohmy! arghhh!
i was caught for for folding my skirt.
i never got caught for it before!
then while the DM was writing down my particulars,
the stupid principal just have to walk past her and say
"remind them to pin up their fringe"
arghhhh! and she look smugly at me and told me "you heard what he said horh?"
$@!&*@#%$!@$
then while sweeping my fringe behind my year,
she passed me a nail clipper and asked me to cut my nails!
ARGHHH! offence x3 nia! KNS SUAI CAN?!

2007-12-29T09:12:00.000-08:00

today was such a busy day!
woke up at close 11.
i was surprised i could actually wake up so early since i slept like close 5 yesterday.
all Dawn's fault!
she lent us the Nintendo Wii.
and for almost the whole night yesterday, we were highing over that machine.
hahahas! the boxing game was really fun.
and now, my arms hurt from swinging the controller too harshly. -__-

thinking that i might not have chance of using the com today,
i rushed off to on it and went into bbt forum!
BUT!
i cannot get into the site, despite refreshing the page for almost 50 times.
lolx! alrights, cancel the zero behind. ;D

then about 11.40, my cousins came and fetch me and my sis to Bishan!
we went to watch I Am Legend.
it wasn't ghostly scary. but it has a lot of scaring images and loud soundeffects,
which made my sister jumped so often and her popcorn flew.
yeah, ON ME!
and the suspense was like damn long!
about 15 minutes, he's still struggling in the dark, trying to find his dog.
anyways, i was frightened that some zombie would jump out of nowhere during the suspense,
that i hid my face in my cousin's arms.
but, i peeked out.
and i got scared and jumped.
and, provided my cousin with sound and motion effects,
by crying when his dog died while trying to save him from the zombies.
it was super touching alrights?!
the ending was a super sad one too. )':
go watch it! its a goooooood show, and bring tissues and pills-to-prevent-heartattack along. ;D

then, we went to cut hair!!
i dyed my hair back to dark brown.
yeah, its dark brown. ;D
anyways, just hope that the teacher's cock-eyed., colourblind or whatsoever.
hehs. right, im evil! wahahahs. ;D
then Panny styled my hair with clay and a spray.
first time worhs.
and i got super highed over it.
although i have to wash it off when i reached home. -__-
and where ever i went, i tried to see whether its still in shape in all kinds of reflective objects.
omg larhs. and i zi-lianed so many times if there's no mirror,
and if my cousin stopped answering to my "is it okay?" question. -___-
EXCUSES! hehs.

then went to eat steamboat at suntec.
those one steamboat for each person kind. hehs.
super cute larhh! and it was cheap too.
the food has lots of variety too.
and almost died, due to the efficiency of "help yourself, get what you want and cook".
right, i shall stop advertising for this restaurent. bleh.

then went shopping! hahahas.
but disappointed, didn't buy anything.
cause mum refused to get me this zara tee.
she said it was too black and scary. -___-
BUT!
i bought teenage which features JAY CHOU on the coverpage! weeee~
i tried looking for bangbangtang mags, but there were none. ):

after this tiring day,
we settled down at a coffee cafe and talked about anything possible.
and we started saying japkienlay.
yes, japanese, hokkien and malay.
"Kopi lim desu."
which meant "drink coffee." LOL. ;D

finally went home and kyle stayed over.
he's probably gonna watch soccer whole night long. -_-
and i went and tried bbt forum again.
this time it works!
and i'm so high to see all my beloved forumers. ;DD

and now, im off to bed. ;D

2007-12-28T01:52:00.000-08:00

19th Dec
in the morning went for a eye checkup.
and it was totally mafan. =/
then met the girls at plaza sing.
while they at eat kfc, peisi and i went over to singapore shopping centre and preordered bangbangtang album from coolzone. ;D

20th Dec
public holiday. (:
went with family to bishan and watched alvin and the chipmunks.
i love theodore!
he's so adorable! *hugs*

21st Dec
went for an early christmas dinner with mum, glyn and eric.
we went to Shangri-la Hotel and had buffet dinner.
the food was so delicious. (:
then took many pictures.

22nd Dec
in the afternoon went to alexia's house.
she's having her housewarming cause she just moved house.
then went to fetch the girls with alexia.
we played boardgames after exploring her HUGE house.
4 storeys nia. everyday climb can jian fei liao. =/
then we went down for cooked bbq food. (:
her cousins all came too. there was a lot of ppl.
so abit paiseh.
then mum called ask me go down to orchard.
but raining, so i refused.
so went home lurhs. ;D

23rd Dec
since yesterday didn't go orchard, went today.
went for late night shopping at marina sq.
but unexpectedly, all shops closed early to prepare for christmas eve.
so me and mama went over to suntec's starbucks and slacked there.
waited till glyn and eric arrive then went home. (:

24th Dec
slacked abit in the morning.
then in the night our family went to Grand Plaza Park Hotel for christmas buffet dinner.
with some office collegues. (:
my dad started the kuku-ness.

he tied the balloons to his party hat.
then i thought.
god. please dun embarrass me.
then!

my mum did it too. -____-
then at night, glyn and me went over to jingting's house for countdown.
stayed there awhile then went back our house.
jingting, pokie, zhenlin and weikit came to our house.
weikit went back and the others stayed for the night. ;D

25th Dec
on christmas.. nothing much.
stayed at home.

27th Dec
drama at school.
then went for lunch with vivian, beatrice, eunice and rachel. (:
at night, joined bangbangtang SG forum.
met lots of new lovely frens. ;D
at night watched mofanbangbangtang.
cried at weilian and ahwei's part.
poor wangzi cried too. )':
aoquan's terribly cute that day!

28th Dec
having bbq at home!
and chatted almost for the whole day in bbt forum
join us now!
http://mfbbt.c.forumable.net/tc/index.php ;D
and the most anticipated day!
BANGBANGTANG'S ALBUM RELEASE~
I LOVEEEEEEEE THEM! WEEEEEEEEE~
AND I HEARD FROM DROPS THAT ANDY GE IS BRINGING HSHMM AND BBT TO SINGAPORE AND MALAYSIA~~
I'LL BE PROBABLY CHASING THEM AROUND SINGAPORE WITH MY FELLOW BBT LOVERS. (:
AND ALSO, HUIPING SENT ME THE WHOLE ALBUM'S SONGS! WOOTS!

2007-12-17T22:50:00.000-08:00

14 Dec 2007
went out with my primary school friends.
went to one of Sentosa's new beach.
the boys went to play beach soccer. =_="

then we went to vivo eat burgerking and shop a bit.
primary school friends like clothes more than secondary school friends.
and they wu lui more than sec school friends.
hahas!
so we went in the shops are like those my sec sch frens would never go in to. =_="
hahas. then ber and i went to CoolZone to preorder bangbangtang poster. :D

16 Dec 2007
Zann came over for a sleepover!~
woots. it was quite fun. (:
and we fought over the blanket! ><

next morning! we tried to kill the poor ham. hahas!
and zann was having a hard time trying to slaughter it.

18 Dec 2007
today our long awaited piano came!
Weber brand. korean i think.
anyways, my piano lessons start again.
grade 4?
nah, i lost my touch. =/

2007-12-10T06:46:00.001-08:00

yupps, my new RED handphone.
hahas! saw my baobei in it? <3

a closer look at my phonny and baobei.
wheeee. <3

自恋i.n.g, happy i.n.g~

2007-12-03T05:40:00.000-08:00

01Dec.
xiaozhu luo zhixiang's concert.
alexia went with me. together with my sis.
and i was like damn high larhhs.
he's first concert in singapore. and it was a wonderful one.
love him lots!
oh. and i also realised quite alot of people went to his concert.
alexia's cousin went. and she saw a band friend there.
and givon sat at the thrid row! gahhhh.
envy can?

02Dec.
went to parkway parade there with tiffany and alexia.
alexia was like late late late.
so me and tiffy just walk around marine parade there.
we two pathetic souls practically hasn't been there before.
so it wasn't really bored. although there wasn't much to walk there.
then took some photos under this huge christmas tree.
and we 3 wore the same shirt. hehe.
then tiffy went library then home.
alexia and me went to tuition.
the first lesson and the teacher was crappy.
laughing at his own jokes. hahas!

03Dec.
met nigel at compass to pass him his belated birthday present.
hahas, was quite paiseh. cause his frens was around.
then vivian and peisi came.
so he went off alrdy.
it was class outing day. but not everyone came.
oh well, as expected.
then we headed to plaza sing to watch Enchanted.
it was quite funny and the twist was nice. (:
then the guys head off to lan.
then our gang went for pizzahut dinner. hahas!

photobucket's having probs again. zzz.
photos next time. :D:D

2007-11-26T05:08:00.000-08:00

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

2007-11-23T18:17:00.000-08:00

weeeeeee!~
highlighted my hair red! :D
and my kuku modem is finally changed to a new one.
and i can use the internet again! after 1 week!
and it spoiled because of a blackout at my house one stormy afternoon.
the singtel man was humourous.
"later your modem kena lightning again then how?"
LOL.

2007-11-17T05:59:00.000-08:00

this is like 1 year back.. god. they look weird. haha.

Like what they always wanted - a baby brother!
and guess what.. we ate him. xD
he was the cake for my sister's birthday. 10.11.07

Daddy brought us to eat dinner outside today.
we had steamboat. and it was unexpected as today is a saturday.
he normally hangs out with his friends.
and now i found out what's the occasion. hahas!
it is my parents' anniversary!
hahas! no wonder daddy brought us out.
he's so sweet to mummy larhhs. :D:D

2007-11-16T06:06:00.000-08:00

today was kinda crazy. did so many things in one day.
firstly, i went to school for cca. 8.30 in the morning. great.
and there was no one there except for one of my junior.
zzzz. should have slept more. im seriously tired larhs.

then, drama starts and the time just passed like tt. yupps.
until lunch time, everyone rushed to pizzahut and we were all late.
and of course, we were somehow nagged not to in the future.
oh yarhhs, i met nigel in cp.
wahahas. he was kinda cute. :D:D

anyways, eunice and me waited for the band ppl until 5.30.
we just sat in the canteen and chatted almost everything possible.
hahaas. love yax girl. :D
then they finally arrived and we went home lorhhs.
valen and eunice went to eat ice cream.

at hougang mall, there was this very irritating auntie we saw almost EVERYTIME alrights?
she always pop out of nowhere and asked us to donate money!
man, im broke but i still gave 2bucks.
and i regretted this action, as tiff bobian hafta follow.
im sorry! and alexia the most man.. die die also wun give. lol.

then really went home liao lorhhs, and talked on the phone
and blah blah.
my bill's really going bao man. ;X

&&& ;
my photobucket's working again. (:

2007-11-10T23:02:00.000-08:00

8th November 2007
we went to PasirRis to celebrate Tiffany's birthday.
the weather was terrible for bike riding.
as it just rained and it was muddy and all.
alexia and beatrice are still learning bike riding ;
so they keep banging people and felling down.
ying was the black sheep.
she caused injuries to others. lolx.

we also had a picnic there ;
but the food was all unfinished.
hahas, (:

& & ;
something's wrong with my photobucket,
so i think i'll upload the photos next time. (:

2007-11-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

these few days are busy busy busy!

the day before was kenneth's birthday. (:

yesterday was drama outing! and we went to watch Stardust the movie.
everything looks crappy on the poster, but the movie rocks!
seriously it does. full of action. (:

today went to collect my beloved Jay's album.
and at the same time, i booked XiaoZhu's album. :D
after that, we went bowling!
score was crappy ; and i met HongKai there. (:
shall meet with him and XingHong soon to go bowling soon.
hopefully. (:

tomorrow is Tiffany's birthday, and i handed her her present today.
because its kinda heavy in my bag, so yupps. :D
and we planned to go ride bike tomorrow and picnic there.
so hopefully it would not rain. (:

the day after tomorrow, is a cca day.
man, i seriously think its gonna be boring.
everything's changed since Mark left. ):
He's still our best instructor alrights?

and lastly, the day after the day after tomorrow, is my sister's birthday.
yupps, i must say i'll be getting seriously broke.
and also, i declined a job.
its 30 bucks for distributing door to door leaflets for a block of flats.
its a good offer, but not something i want. (:
thanks kor anyways. :D:D

right, i shall go to bathe. hahas. (:

`11:21pm

2007-11-05T04:14:00.000-08:00

My spoiled fringe! -____-

2007-10-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

i already start to miss those days.
and here are the photos i promised. enjoy.(:

i could balance an egg on my head!

yingying's gay pose. x)

tiffany's pyjames' pants. god.

i was trying to follow the statue!

and lastly, i was trying to eat her up. lol!

2007-10-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

today is the 26th of october!
yes! and this means today is the last day of school.
awww.
i miss all my darlings!
the class allocation will be out on monday ;
and that is seriously a long time away.
peisi was depressed.
but overall, its not that bad,
we'll still see each other in school rights?
but we may all have different cliques already.
but nevertheless, memories will still be there alrights?
dun worry gal, (:(:(:

i always tell myself i can't afford to slack anymore.
yeahh, i actually did that.
but somehow i just couldn't do it.
my grades are falling. seriously.
gahhhhh.
so i've planned to be a good girl and do all my holiday assignments beforehand.
yupps, thats so unlike me.
however, no promises whether its really gonna work out.
=X

after school, a group of us went to eat pizzahut!
just had a sudden craze for pizzas.
and i was damn bloated and had to give my drink away to vivian.
who still could drink after drinking a lot of other's drink.
and oh wow! my english sucks.
drink after drinking a lot of other's drink.
GOD.

then then right after lunch, we went to yu gou Jay's album!
wahahahas. xD
a calendar was given and boy you should look at my happy face.
hahas. vivian was like highing all the way.
then we all parted.
its not really sad, it feels almost like a normal school day.
is that good or what? =X

then im back home, and first thing,
i rushed to use the computer!
hahas. its one of the cannot-be-missing thing in my life man.
then mama called and ask whether i want to go out for dinner with her.
then i said no.
because im seriously increasing in weight!!
ahhhhh!
people say im not fat,
BUT I AM!
i even tried to buy skinny jeans,
but they dun make me any skinnier. LOL.
alrights, im kukuing soon.
i better go get some rest.
blahhhhhhs.

2007-10-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

alrights, i was kinda depressed today.
classes next door knew their streams, and our class don't.
although its not really a big deal,
i kinda find it annoying.
mainly because im worried about not getting into the class i wanted.
hmmms.

then there was this survey we have to do today in the lab.
it was about mother-tongue and its impact in our life.
and, i almost put strongly disagree for most of the questions,
which asked about behaviour in class during chinese periods,
and also about how well-controlled the teacher was.
thats right. chongjeekiong sucks big time.

today was also the open booking for jaychou's concert next yr.
boy. im just so excited. hahas.
we decided to get the 2oo bucks ticket. (:
ex but sure worth it.
and i asked vian to come along.
but her mother was being so reluctant.
both of us were disappointed. but we could do nth bout it.
i just have to tell her to call-in on that day to hear her beloved's voice.
=X

got all results already.
i wasn't really disappointed.
i knew tt it was the mid-years that pulled my average down.
oh well, what's done done.

i still rmb you using the same smile smiling at me,
but somehow it just feels so different this time round.

2007-10-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

13thOctober
at night 8pm, im at the singapore indoor stadium.
watching sammi's concert!
yupps, its been two years already!~
she really seemed stressed.
and sadly, there was no encore.
then my cousin ; mum ; sis & me went changi airport!
to eat late dinner.
around 11 plus. ate breeks.

14th&15thOctober
it was valerie's and yong hwee's birthday respectively.
i sent smses to them saying happy birthday
but i realised i din have yonghwee's number.
-______-
and ; valerie did not have my number.
ohwell~

16thOctober
today was horribly so-so.
first, we got back most of our papers.
sadly, i didn't really did very well.
i flunked maths and sci.
luckily i passed home econs ;
or i'll really consider suicidal.
hahahas.
my art and geography marks are so so, expected.

second, vivian and valerie's home econs' project could not be found.
she handed it up with ours, but unfortunately...
vian cried. and it was scary.
my first time seeing her cry. yupps.
but after string, she came find me.
we then walked to cp to eat mac.
she's her bubbly self once more.
phew~ (:

thirdly, i found out what i thought had already gone came back.
help. -__-

2007-10-09T07:21:00.000-07:00

alrights, i shall declare today as fatty day.
why?
cause i ate lobster, crab, prawn, mantou and secret recipe's cake!
-______-
i carn believe it myself.

right, you must be thinking,
wow. this girlgirl so much $$$ arhhs.
wrong!
its my jiejie's 19th birthday.
xD

also also ;
my kuku dad bought this press-the-switch-and-will-got-light de chair for her.
i was damn diaoed.
how to study with light coming out frm your chair!
hahahas.
however, my mama and me decided to play around with it.

hahaahhas,
yupps.
camwhores!

2007-10-05T00:49:00.000-07:00

alrights, its really omg larhhs!
its been ages since ive posted something.
hahahs. (:

& ;
they are all over at my hse.
beatrice ; alexia ; vivian ; tiffany.
yupps.
isn't that just great ?

&& ;
vivian's gone MIA ;
alexia's sleeping ;
beatrice & tiffany are watching telly.
wahhahas.
im not really feeling v bad .
xDxD

&&& ;
ive decided to post some our stupid photos later.
wahahhas. alrights, i admit, im bad .
(:

&&&& lastly ;

isn't he just cute ?
:D:D:D

2007-03-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

went vivo-ing with mum today.
stupid bangala went and bang me.
& i spun one hundred and eighty degrees norhhs.
din even turn and say sorry.
blahhhhs.

ate a lot today.
all my mum's fault.
keep feeding me.
now have to jog more often. =X
Algene's busy.
so who's gonna play bball with me?

codes ; codes ; codes!
just carn get it out of my poor head.
-______-

2007-03-09T00:32:00.000-08:00

super cool.
kor levitated for me to see.
it was totally oh-my-god.
he is hovering above the ground larhhs.
scary nia.

2007-02-17T00:12:00.000-08:00

tomorrow's chinese new year.
i'm nort enthu bout it cause i carn celebrate it.
Also, common test are coming.
zzzzzzz.

2007-01-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

i rereaded all my posts in my old blog just for fun, then, i realised how vulnerable a person can be when it comes to the topic called 'love'. Not to some but definately for me.

It is also one of the main reasons why i changed my blog. I tried escaping all ways that would hurt me once again. My mother tried to talk sense into me, saying that guys can't be trusted until they mature. I sat in my room and thought about all the incidents i've been through and realised that what she said was true. Why does one has to go through pain before realising one's mistake? Maybe it's just life and growing up.

A world without guys might be the best solution. I thought over this subject and i have decided, i'm not escaping from reality anymore. Once bitten twice shy. I have stopped my foolishness. I have to be strong. I must stop avoiding those that hurt me once.

Unsuccessful love is not the end of the world. All you need is to let time heal your wound.

2007-01-13T16:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was really crazy! at about 5 plus, my mum told me to go out with her friends with her. As i me and yizhen know most of them, we agreed, because me and yizhen is their playmates since young.

So we went to pick up Auntie Angie and her 2 sons, Aloysious and Alvin. Alvin is the same age as me, Aloy is 18. Then we went to Raffles Hotel to pick my sister, she was shopping at Orchard with her friends. Then we went to this place near Raffles. It is called SRC club. It was a recreational place, mainly consists of an indoor swimming pool, billard and pool rooms, a pool cafe, KTV rooms, board rooms and a gym.

It was totally cool~ Then we meet up with Gillian and her mum there. Gillian is my another friend, she is 17, awaiting for her O' level results. During this period, she has been doing voluntary work. Her next trip is to fly to Cambodia to teach the children there to read as well as to rebuild schools. I got interested after hearing her stories about her trips while waiting for our ordered food. (We were in the pool cafe) There was a kids arcade and a bowling place inside the pool cafe too.

After food, we went to KTV to sing. Then we booked a room from 8 to 11pm. Suppose to be 3 hours. Then, when we sing halfway, DeBao came. He is Gillian's brother. 18 years old too. Then he only sang 3 songs. Suddenly, the manager came and said that Aloy and Alvin had to leave. We were very puzzled until he said that there was a rule that KTV do not allow people who wear bermudas in. We were damn diao-ed. Wad king of reason is that?! Then my mum say that clubs have many rules. So they had to leave. So Auntie Angie went with them. Gillian's mum asked and the manager said that we cannot refund the room and cannot shorten the time.. So we called them to go bowl first. We cannpot waste money right? We paid for 3 hours! So in the end, we sang till 10.30 then we went down and bowl.

At the bowling place, Aloy was the best. I kinda lost standard, due to the pumping i did yesterday and because i did not touch the ball for very long. My arm hurt now. Haven't recover yet. Haiish. Then, we played 3 games. The 1st one, i got 76, 2nd i got 50 and the 3rd time i got 66. The second time was the worst! I keep draining. Sianx. Then my hand hurt like siao. The 3rd game we rest a while then continueing. so maybe better.

Play until about 12.30am, we went for supper at the nearby 24 hours air-conditioned kopitiam.Gillian ate chicken rice, Aloy and Alvin shared too. My sister drank some soup. Then my mum bought dian xin. Then me and my younger sis shared ice kachang. Then we started talking about playing Mahjong next week. Very anticipated! ^^

Then reach home about 2pm lerhhs. I have decided to sign up for that club. (:

2007-01-11T04:11:00.000-08:00

todae's my fourteenth birthday,
boy, i'm damn happy,
also damn fortunate that my friends came and celebrated it with me.
and there's seriously gonna be quite a number of belated gifts.
hahahas. (:

went to eat sakae with Bee Rin PeiSi and Sally.
Eat until i damn bloated larhh,
but! they all still can eat lorhh..
-___________-
we ate a total of 24 coloured plates, 5 chawanmushi and 5 sakae tea.
however, i reread the receipt and they only put 4 green tea,
so.. oh well, i saved 1 dollar. (:

then we went shopping a little.
just the usual shops.
Kenneth met us at popular,
then i got teasing, as usual..
then, he gave me a present!
it is oh-my-god-expensive lorhh!
hahas. thanks ver very much! (:

then they wanna go back lerhhs,

only peisi stayed in the end, or i will have to go lonely shopping. ((:

thanks mei~~ love yax!

reaching home, i was fed again. there was crab and prawn awaiting for me.

siaox lorhhx, like pig like that. =X

then i see all my presents, this year really received many!

sheesh, am i getting popular?

-________-

okays, enough of my craps. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!~
YVONNE TAN! 14 LERHH, CANNOT SLACK YAX??
(:

2006-12-25T07:40:00.000-08:00

Today's christmas! hahahas. xD Really surprised when Zann(my cousin) came over to my house just to pass me a xmas present from her. Thanks! I'll get yours as fast as possible, i promise!

Forgot to mention in the previous post that me, beatrice, karin and kenneth took neoprints! hahahas. Bee still commented that she thinks it is one of the nicest neoprints she ever taken. Well, it's okay larhh, not so exaggerating though.. kekekex. When i have time, i'll post it up..

Left about 15 more minutes and Christmas will be over. Hmmms, this year, i don't really feel the christmas spirit on me.. quite boring too. I'm gonna get fat too! I ate the log cake for breakfast, bbq for lunch and dinner. Seriously i do have to exercise sometime. I wanna go swimming!

Today, i received another 2 presents. Handphone pouch from Zann and a jigsaw puzzle from Mum. hahahas. happy~

2006-12-24T23:32:00.000-08:00

went out with beatrice, karin and kenneth!
hmm.. walk till damn tired lorhhx...
legs feel like dropping out..
-____-

went to plaza sing, then to orchard.
A lot of ppl, due to christmas eve,
then i kept banging until ppl, or ppl keep banging into me.
everytime, i'll apologise,
hahahas, because i dunno who banged who.
Also, there was rain, then i got wet..
kenneth helped me to block some rain larhh, but still got wet..
his hand not very big right?! xD

then they came my house bbq..
Actually, should be i bbq for them..
-_________-
cause my sis invited about 13 ppl,
then we only 4 person, very pathetic norhh.
Anyways, they paisehh, so i had to bbq for them..
then i scalded my finger, trying to see whether kenneth's corn is cooked.
zzzzzzzzz

they sian,
so they left early..
didn't even count down with us.
haish. sianned & sadded.

hmmms, received a stuffed dog and a comic for xmas present.
xD

2006-12-21T06:55:00.000-08:00

went shopping at vivo today..
not really shopping, because i didn't really shop for things.
Met Karin and Bee at SengKang Mrt, then very surprised to see Karin's bro there too. Hmm... Bee say is Karin plan derhh.
hmmmmm.

Then, i had to sit with him for almost the whole day..
Don't really mind, cause actually, we have a lot to talk about.
hahahas.
I still thought i will go a little paiiseh around him,
afterall, he is 16, however, quite comfortable worhhs.
hahahas.
maybe because we talk alot. xD

Karin and Bee wore their jacket all along,
but then, i don't find it REALLY cold in there..
hmm, maybe a little..
but, i'm lazy to take out and wear it.. xD
Just have to bear with the cold a little after drinking Starbucks.

Saw many friends there, scary sia.. =X

2006-12-13T21:59:00.000-08:00

Now i'm in my dad's office part timing, and also msning, and also blogging. xD I'm still making changes to my blogskin, i'm finding it a little too dull.. well, maybe i still need time.. hahahas. Let's digress.

I can't believe that i still haven't done my holiday assignments yet. I didn't even touch it and now, i believed that i've lost it. Duhh. That's the bad thing about sharing a room with your sisters. They will keep your stuff somewhere too safe until they too, forgot where they hid it. Even using the com can be unsafe sometimes. They will go off nagging at my mum about not asking permission.. Too bad, in the end, i still get to use it. xD

Bored here, the whole office is filled with telephones ringing and the sound of typing at the keyboard...

ZzzZzzzZz..

2006-12-13T05:35:00.000-08:00

My new blog! *cheers* My blog is finally undead. xD. Went to Pasir Ris Park todae.. Didn't cycle due to rain, just went strolling with my sister and her bf. I a bit extra there larhh, but then they don't seem to mind it.. *shrugges*

My other two sis also went, and my maid.. spent more time on the buses than at there. Sianx..